Fire

آری، آری ، زندگی زیباست زندگی آتشگهی دیرنده پا برجاست گر بیفروزیش، رقص شعله اش در هر کران پیداست ورنه، خاموش است وخاموشی گناه ماست سیاوش کسرایی / / / / / Life is like fire, can burns forever. If we turn it on we can see flame dances from far away, other wise its dark and thats our fault.

behzad ba kelasee.
behzad ba chaghoo va changal salad mekhoore hata vaghti ke kasi ham negash nemikone.
behzad hata saate 12:30 shab ham saladesh ro ba changal va chaaghoo mekhoore.
behzad hazere 20 ta pele ro bala bere va 20 ta pele ro paien biad ke sibzamini sorkh shodash ro ba changal bokhoore be jaye ba dast.
Behzad age bebine, to ghazayat ro ba kasi gehsmat kardi az sahme khodesh behet mede.
Behzad age ghaza ham giresh naiad sedash dar nemiad.

ye bar ye bache az behzad porsid esmet cheiee, behzad goft har che mekhay sedam kon, ooon ham shoroo kard behesh asghar goftan. behzad ham javabeshoon ro medad.
shayd age ye chizi ro be behzad yadavari koni, ke bayad in modeli barkhord mekardi, rahat bedoone inke behesh bar bokhoree mege: ma goosfandim in chiza halimoon nist.

be ghole yeki az bachhea vaghti ke ba behzad becharkhi, meshe fahmid ke bache ba kelaseie ke dare adaye bache looti ha ro dar miare.

Danial kerevat mezad ke khoosh tip be nazar biad.
Danial toooy mehmooni moo laye darze gahza khordanesh nemiraft.
ta kasi tooy mehmooni behesh ghaza tarof nakone, ghaza baraye khodesh nemirizeh.
danial balade ananas ro khoob poost bekaneh.

danial vaghti tooy mehmooni nabood, hameye ghaza ha ro khodesh mekhord, bedoone inke yadesh bashe kase digeyee ham hast.
danial tooy restouran ham negah nemkard ke too chegadhr ghazzat ro khordi ya na ya aslan seer shodi ya faghat salad khordi, fekr mekard khob age sir nashodi hatman megi digee...
shayd in neshooneye in bashe ke tanha zendegi kardeh va be adame dige adat nadare.
shayad ham na......

be danial age megofti "I'm not comfortable with this" fekr mekard ke dari naz mekoni.
harfe khodesh ro mezad va ingahdr esrar mekard ke to takhfif bedi.
fekr nemikard to momkene chizi ke oon doost dare to khoshet niaad. hich vaght ham nafahmid ke chegahdr dari takhfif medi, akhar sar ham fekr mekard ke age kari ro anjam dadi fagaht be khatere khodet booode.

danial motaghede ke varede behtarin danehsgah shodan baraye adam bishtarin arzesh ro miaree.


Danial mashinee ke kharideh ye mashine ba esmo rasme.

danial fekr mekone age mashine khoobi zire pash bashe, be gfesh bishtar khosh megzare. va ooghate khoshe bishtari ro baham separi mekonand.

danial restouran hayee ke adamo mehmoon mekone restouran haye arzoone.
in shayad male ine ke pool nadare, shayadam na....

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Mome pedarash karkhoone dar ast. khooneye oonha jayee dar shomale tehran hast.
Mome, age 2 ta boresh pizza baray nahar BARMEDASHTI, boresh bozorge ro oon bar medare, azat ham meporse, age boreshe pizzay khodet ro nemikhoori oon hazere sahme toro bokhooreh!!!!

Mome hazer bood toro befreste beri barash coffee begiri, ama hata offer nadeh ke baraye khodet ham ye chizi begeir ta oonja ke meri.

Mome ye bar az Zimmy folan chiz ro mekhast, Zimmy barash tahaye kard tooy alame refagaht. bad az oon Mome be hame megoft, in Zimmy khili bache khalafe, ba folan chiz saro kar dare...

Mome baraye inke bege bahale va ba kelas, koli dastan tarif mekard, az karhaeye ke vaghti khooneye khali geroongheymate shomale shahresh dastesh bood anjam dade..

meshod fekr kard ke Mome tooy sharayete sakhte zendegishee va dargirie zehnie va tazade zehndi khili ziadi daree, meshod ham na....


Zimmy vaghti ke tooy mehmooni hast ba adab ghaza mekhoore,
Zimmy vaghti bache boood, ye bar az bas ke ba adab bood pofak ro ba changal khoord.
Zimmy hamishe havasesh hast ke khorakihash ro ba to nesf kone.
Zimmy ba inke vaze malish hamishe khoob nist ama bad az ye coffee gerefetan ham tip mede.
Zimmy ye bar vaghti hale dooostesh bad boood ta sobh kenare doostesh neshest, ta doostesh halesh khoob beshe....

Zimmy age tanha bashee moghe gahza khordan az changal ham estefadeh nemikone, fagaht ba ghashogh mekhoreh. Zimmy vaghti ke tanhast tond tond ghaza mekhoreh.
Zimmy har khalafi ke fekr konid kardeh.


Maryam medoone 4 ta changali ke baraye ye nafar tooy restourant haye geroon sare sofreh mezarand har kodoom male chiee.
maryam medoone almani ha ba amrikayee ha harkodoom vaghti ghazashoon tamoom shod dasteshoon ro kojaye sofreh mezarand. ( maryam in nokte ro tooy ketab khoondeh)
Maryam ro har kee mebine mege, oo yek khanoome ba kelas va ba shakhsiat hast.
maryam bazi vaghta fekr mekone adamhaye ba kelas adamhaye mohemtarian.
maryam motagehde ke adam ha mesle ketabian ke age jeldeshoon jaleb nabashe adam vareshoon nemidare ta bekhooneh. maryam be borjooa bodane khodash eteghad dare.

maryam dar baaten hameye adam ha ro khili dooost darad. maryam dar baten motagehd ast ke bayad ba darban ha va nezafatchee ha doost boood, chon anha kelide hame ja ro darand. ;)
maryam marke javaherate maroof, kifo kafshe mohem ra ham meshenasad. maryam abraye kharid ham ke biroon meravad lebashaye ziba mepooshad.

maryam dar kenare doostash ba mongol tarin tarze ghiafe va lebas ham biroon meravad. maryam roozhayee ke dar hesabe bankiash 1$ bishtar pool naboode ta avale mah ro ham poshte sar megozarad, maryam sakhti va feshare ziade zendegie khanevadegi ro ham poshte sar megozarad. maryam eradeh yee gahvi darad.


Shayan, restourane shik meravad.
shayan, mechaniki darad ke zang mezanad va be oo megooyad ke mashinash ehtiaj be tamir darad.
shayan medanad ke yek "khordeh borjooast". oo fekr mekonad borjooa boodan eftekhar nist va in tazad ra hes mekonad.
shayan poz nemidahad. va agar az oo beporsee chera tar nemizani megee estedad nadaram, va khodash eshareh nemikonad ke balaye 10 sal ast ke piano mezanad.
shayan ba inke vasate asbab keshi hast va emtehanate final ham darad hazer ast sa'atha vaghtash ra baraye yek tazeh ashena begozarad.


man rooy sandali 4 zanoo mishinam. baba megooyad "adam" rooy sandali injoori nemishine. man hata tooy madrese ham injoori meneshinam.
man vaghti gorosneh hastam ghaza ra ba dast az tooy ghablame mekhooram. maman megooyad "adam" injoori ghaza nemikhorad.
man motaghed boodam ke "ghalb" oon chizist ke dar ensanha moshtareke va roosh meshe hesab kard, na "kelas" khanevadeh.
man roozi mehmane mohemi dashtam. hame be mehmane moheme man ehteram gozashtand, va barayash torshi haye mokhtalef gozashtand va zarfhaye gheymati ro barayash be kar bordand. rooze bad vaghti man va mehmane mohem tanha boodim, barayash zarfe pelastici gozashtam, va goftam ghazayat ra khodat garm kon va zarfha ro to jam kon. "hame" be man goftand "adam" ba mehmane moehm injoori raftar nemikonad.
man ba khodam goftam ke in mehman barayam angahdr "mohem" va "doost dashtani" hast ke barayash "kelas" nazaram...
bad ha man mehman shodam va oo mizban, ba khodam fekr mekardam ke man oongadar "doost dashtani" va "mohem" barayash hastam ke be lux tarin restouranha beravim, va joloy man zibatarin lebashayash ra beopooshad.


man tamame jahayee az shahr ro ke balad naboodam ro fekr mekardam ke jonoobe shahr ast!.
man roozi ke fahmidam khooneye kasi ke dosotash medashtam, jayee az shahr ast ke man balad nistam, an shab ta sobh khabam nabord...
va bad khodam ro razi kardam ke ghalbe ensan mohemtar ast az kelasash, shoghle pedaro madarash va mahale zendegiash...

vaghti dare goosham mekhand ke metavan sobhane noon va eshgh dasht, megoftam chelokabab ro bedoone doogh nemikhoram...

Areeeee, medanam ke alan yek docharkhe ham az ane khod nadaram....


engar hanooz nemidoonam ke chegahdr "kelas" mohem hast.
chegahdr khodam ro razi mekonam va chegahdr eteghad daram.

I remember those days, when i was younger, they were ppl selling cigarretts at streets of Tehran, those cigaret were mostly Bahman, Tir, Winston, Marlbro....
I never smoke any of them, although we used to have pack of cigarrett called "King". Unlike other cigareets that they used to have white and yellow part, those king cigarrettes were compeletely white, and they used to look high class. I usede to try those. but never other brands, or never iranian cigarrettes i used to think just "dastfroooshha" smoke Bahman or Tir.....

About drinks, if you could have find some thing around, it was a great quality wine or champaine.
or maybe nice brand russian vodka or the worst case would be some home made wine that you would have need good connection to get them.
( I'm talking about 15 years ago and more, not these days!)

Almost from last year I saw my firends looking for "Bahman" cigarrettes, and who ever used to go back home the only thing they ask for was a pack of Bahman. Seems like it was the most valubale things u can't find it any where else.
almost 2 weeks ago I tried Bahman for the first time, it was one of those small bahman cigarrettes. A firend of mine Behzad give it to me as a treasure from back home.

In my trip a firend introduce me to a store which was selling Aragh sagi. I haven't been so excited in my life before. I've always felt like I'm missing something cuz I haven't tried it. I've got a bottle. It was Aragh keshmesh with 50% alcohol.

Now i feel I have a true *blood running in my vien.*







p.s 1: nagin true blood che rabti be aragh sagi dareh ha!

There are 2 cities in U.S called loveland

One is Loveland in Colorado population 60545.
another one is Loveland in Ohio.

Just wondereing why they called those cityes loveland.
and wonderng how does ppl feel when they decied to live or visit there.

I took a vacation for couple of days and these are my "natijeh giri" from the trip!!!!!

1- Hanooz nasle pesarhaye pooldar va ba farhang va ba khanevadeh [fako famil haye khoodemoon ro megama, jabv gir nashin!!!!] -va hopefully normal!!!!- hanooz barchide nashode.

2a- I've seen a relative after 3 years, 3 years ago i found it wiered that he was giving me lots of attentions, i couldn't underestand any reason behind it and i also thought he was short. This time, i was enojying all the conversations and dances, this time i even thought he is really cute.
i was SO amazed how much i've changed within the last 3 years.

2b- I told a firend of mine, that I'm a very quite person, (I don't like to use the worlds "shy" and quite) then he told me he took it as a joke, and he was loughting at it for long time!!!!!
I'm not sure if I'm reacting differently around some special ppl or every body, But I'm sure i really enjoy this new-discovered attitude! its so not me and still is so much fun!!!!!!!!




3- I was watching t.v and a preach mention that the diffrence between Katrina heriicane and 9/11, and all those attention that 9/11 got, while lower number of ppl were damaged and dead, was in race and class of people.


4- I totally could get the point that why some american r racist.!!!


5- even considering point 2, I've seen lots of nice people and nice american although most of these nice american, weren't white american!
right now i have more respect for these american ( hopefully!!!) I've seen lots of nice things from ppl, ppl who were not from high class, wealthy part of the society and it was totally admirable.

6- I always had this way of thinking, that if i need to do some thing, i have to do it myself, for me asking some one else for a hand is always the absolute last choice, which most of the time i wou;dn't even consider it. However, whithin this trip, beacuse of the person i was traveling with, who loves asking others for guidance, i found out that lofe would be much easier, if i open up to other ppl and ask for a hand, and the most interesting part is, lots of ppl are willling to go out of thier way to help you with gratitude. This was very very interesting and amazing point for me to find out.
All the ppl i've met, they were great help, ppl who didn't know me at all, specially ppl who knew what they are doing for me as a favour, i can not pay them back. This means a lot to me and I beleive these are very pure action, when u expect absolutely NOTHING in return.

now i feel such an urge to help any one in need. ( i hope this feeling last till i find some one who is in need!!!!!)

7- I found out I'm so damn lucky. and "Daste khoda" big time "bar sare man ast". (bezanam be takhteh!!!;) ) for all those reasons i've mentioned above.



p.s 1: I always reply the "Explaning questions" in "point form"!


p.s 2: have fun before harricane, death or any thing bad hitts you. :)

Enjoy lifE